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dude what the fuck. what the fuck fuck fuck i dont fucking get it. i suck now. my entrys are never funny anymore, and im not just saying this cos im stoned, cos well im stoned, but its not affecting me i dont know why or what for that matter the hell i am talking about.
i got my mind on my tummy and my tummy on my mind.
so tonight im partying, ill be partying alone tonight, yes thats right STAG and im gonna be sexy. and girls will be like oooooo jason lemme touch your pee pee.
this whole entry is fucking pointless, why the fuck did i waste my time writing this huge fucking crock of shit. fuck i suck at life DAMNIT.
i love ewe's
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[06 Jan 2026|09:06pm] |
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i fixed my computer speakers, pretty stoaked on my music situation. i dunno im lovin it.
things in my life are starting to make more sense, i still dont have any idea where im going or how im getting there, but i do know things are gonna be okay for me, i mean i dunno things are looking up and yeah. i just like the way stuff is going right now, if i could take a picture and my life would expand from that picture and would evolve id take it right now right here, because my life going pretty fucking good right now.
oh yah, i misplaced something, i cant find my heart.
i think i left it with you in long beach.
I called in sick to work today and stayed in bed 'til noon
And now I just don't care what's going on outside this room
Things aren't getting better
My future's not too bright
Fuck the world I'm hanging out with you tonight
Me and you will walk around so pointlessly
Smashing things, jacked up on way too much caffeine
I'm really going nowhere
I hate this shitty life
Fuck the world I'm hanging out with you tonight
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[05 Jan 2026|10:38am] |
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so i figured out a way to fix my date, i just sped up time a few years, no big deal you know the dates will at least match the days and months months and yah... all better man im a smart kid.
cold light, hot night
be my heater be my lover, we could do it to each other
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[04 Feb 2004|12:32am] |
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so i miss her, hanging out with her was fun, i miss fun times. i just smoked some grass and im feelin pretty good. i want a girl. a girl right for me should come to me asap.
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[03 Feb 2004|12:55am] |
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so laura and i figured out why i dont have a gf. im too nice. wow that blows. cos im nice i dont get a good girl, heh lame i dont get it whatever. im done with this im fine by myself. i dont need anyone.
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| my new year |
[01 Feb 2004|04:03pm] |
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1 bottle of champagne + a few shots of hypnotic + a few shots of jack daniels + a beer + whatever else i managed to get into my system = the best new years ever. if you wanna be entertained read this story.. let me tell you, its a good one.
( long entry you dont wanna hear about it, dont click this ) but it is entertaining.
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| b vjckczxhbjvlasgklhfdjfgsjkjdfladjelsag |
[31 Jan 2004|07:29am] |
so im awake and its 7 30, and i dont have school, damn im good. yah so im going to go to longbeach via train.
and on a lighter note:
IKIRiSTIEY: COME ON RIDE THE TRAIIIIIN
IKIRiSTIEY: ITS A CHOO CHOO RIDE IT
Can 1 Touch 1t: chooo choo
IKIRiSTIEY: I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN
IKIRiSTIEY: AHHH AHHH AHH AHH AHH
IKIRiSTIEY: COME ON AND RIDE ITS A CHOOO CHOOO TRAIIIIIIIIN ;x
ps. everyone down for getting fucked up, not cos its new years, but for the sake of getting fucked up say i.
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[29 Jan 2004|07:10pm] |
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new years eve i need a ride to longbeach.... if anyone wants to give me a ride just comment, ill give you some money.
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[28 Jan 2004|03:48am] |
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grrrr im tired of everyone who has someone. i remember when i had someone. i dont miss her, i just miss being with someone.
i cant wait untill new years. i really cant. im loosing sleep, not cos im too depressed, its more of an excited feeling.
why cant she just live a mile away or something. whys she have to live so far. grrr. at least ill be happy on new years, cos ill be bringing it in with someone special.
longbeach here i come.
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[27 Jan 2004|03:08am] |
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queen- another one bites the dust |
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!!!!!!
wow, just wow.
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[24 Jan 2004|03:21am] |
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im in like.
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| good gone bad, like always. mmm how i want to kiss the sweet cold metal lips of my colt 45. |
[21 Jan 2004|01:02am] |
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i hungout with a girl i met off face the jury today, shes pretty rad. i had a good time.
i had a pretty good night, up until about 10 minutes ago that is.
someone i really considered special to me (12:45:07 AM): leave me alone jason..ur realy being annoying
other great quotes from her:
"i hope u fucking take a lok at this convo when ur sober" -- funny thing being im not even drunk or high or anything, i am under the influence of nothing besides my depression.
"ur a fuck up" -- thak you someone i thought was special, its great to know i have friends like you who are so willing to point out my flaws
"ur not differnt from any other asshole" -- ive told you this ever since we first started talking, however i dont take advantage of girls, and i may play around about making out, but you can ask any real person who knows me, thats who i am, im a flirt, im sorry.
"hey go fuck yourself
cutie" -- my weiner is in my hand right now doll.
i liked you i really did, i dont mean to single you out, and i didnt want anyone to hate you or dislike you, so if you have anything to say to me, comment annonymously. i dont want to single you out and i dont want people to hate me.
im gonna go drown my sorrows in something. anyone got any vallum?
if you know that i am like i say i am, joking around and such, please comment in my journal, cos it would really show people how i am in person, cos i dont want everyone thinking im some dick cunt tease.
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| yah heres to one of the best nights ever |
[19 Jan 2004|11:54pm] |
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so tonight was pretty fucking sick.
i wake up.
collin walks in the door.
i get fresh.
we goto jesskas house.
we goto submarina and wait to talk to andrea, and while sippin on some soda, while macking some saltine crackers, we talked.
went to collins, watched deep in her ass, very classy movie, if you havent seen it, see it, also watched bum fights haha.
went back to submarina, ran into paul choza, drew custer, drew freemen, jav and some girl i dunno her name.
some vatos tried to get loco with me and the crew.
but i told em what was up and represented LA.
i totally 100% expected to see vato brains on the ground shortly, due to, you know how me and collin roll, hardcore, smart and with baseball bats.
well then we went to jesskas house, i drew in her book, a sweet book it is indeed.
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| too sick to do almost anything, man i suck at life. |
[15 Jan 2004|09:06pm] |
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HEADACHE MACHINE |
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too sick to goto school today.
this flu is kicking my ass, hardcore style.
i went to the doctor today, i have the flu and brohnchitus, once again, what the fuck. yah. so no school tomorrow, cos the doctor said so, well everyones gonna be pissed off at me cos im supposed to co-DJ the Rock N Roll Party for Rock N Roll History on Wed, not to mention makeup work that was due today for history, english, math and science, god life sucks when youre a fuck up. so this sucks, i have the fattest flu headache and im sippin on my ginger ale cos, well, its what you do when youre sick, people should make me get well shit, and ill put it on my wall, that would be nifty, get well stuff, even if im already well by the time i get it, it will still be wayyy cool.
ive decided that i hate all the haters. why be a hater when you can just be an appreciater, blah now im getting delierious, now to call this girl.... ooo sooo essited.
comment make me feel better, cos i really havent talk to anyone cept a select few, and even if i have talked to you, comment to me anyways cos you love me and what not.
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[14 Jan 2004|01:12pm] |
sooo i snatched this from colby.
01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: wanna make out:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:
if you love me, or heart me, or like me, or whatever do this.
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[13 Jan 2004|08:59pm] |
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so i have that flu that is killing people. fuck. my temperature is 101.5, way lame, im all drugged up on tylenol... fuck you have no clue how bad this sucks. and i was supposed to do some makeup work for mr. getner this weekend. fuck fuck fuck.
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[10 Jan 2004|08:21pm] |
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im too strong to die, but too weak to live.
why am i here?
another shit day, absolute shit. it fucking sucks, nothing is going good for me, everything is lame and im pretty bummed out on certain things certainly more than others. Ive decided that im going to just give up on everything, and whatever works works, whatever doesnt, dosnt. things that i used to hold close to me, are no longer close, things that i used to love to do, are no fun anymore, things that i used to treasure, are over looked so easily. i mean i can whine and bitch about how no girls like me all i want, but thats not the truth, the truth is that people do like me, but i dont like myself, and before i can care about someone else in that way, i really needa learn to like myself, yeah i think this is going to take some work.
fuck.
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[09 Jan 2004|09:51pm] |
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yah i think im gonna get one of those mail order brides that will like me for my citizenship, cos well im poop and no girls like me for me. so yah ill take a small mail order bride, with a side of say 150 thousand.
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| thugging aint easy |
[09 Jan 2004|07:28am] |
whos mommy bought them 2 new pairs of plugs. that were tigers eye and hemotite, yes mine. :-p. muahahaha. haha. j/k but yah, i got these new earings, soooooooooo sick, well i think so anyways.
ohh yah, and now i can do the little blood gang sign, im stoked.
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